
I carry a brass room key into the closing seaside hotel. I leave knowing what unrequited love costs me.
I expect a brief meeting at the closing seaside hotel. I receive the truth about unrequited love my body has avoided.
I hear your laugh cross the closing seaside hotel before I see you.
I carry salt damp linen between us when our eyes meet.
I see a brass room key resting in your palm.
I understand that I need my love returned.
I remain beside you as the guest book shows a room you reserved for two.
I ask the smallest question with the largest history.
I see your fingers tighten around a brass room key.
I remember your thumb tracing calm into my wrist.
I resent the body for keeping what the future refused.
I place unrequited love between us and ask you not to soften it.
I watch apology gather behind your teeth.
I touch a brass room key to keep my hands from reaching for you.
I follow your words until they reach what you decided.
I understand the wound when you love the way I love you, not me.
I breathe through the second that rearranges us.
I move toward the drained pool because the room has become too small.
I freeze as your palm finds the center of my back.
I let our foreheads nearly touch.
I hold still while your final words gather.
I reach for you inside the closing seaside hotel, but you love the way I love you, not me.